Aqueous Transmission

This is me, all nestled into my super cozy (yes, seriously) dorm bed. My Best gave me some amazing advice the other day. She told me that putting my microfleece blanket between my sheets and comforter would be magical. Oh my word, magical doesn't even begin to cover it. I feel spoiled in my little twin-sized bed. It's amazing what the right amount of pillows and blankets can do. Oh, and a body pillow -- I call mine Boyfriend. Because he is. We snuggle a lot.

On another note, I feel great. This is a big deal for me because the last month has been a rough one on me. It was all my perception of what was going on around me, but as much as I tried not to think about things or tell myself I was being ridiculous, I could not get myself out of this dark place. One of my biggest problems was that I was keeping some pressing thoughts and feelings from my other best friend. I finally talked to him today. Basically spilled my guts like... Here you go. That's what has been making me crazy for a while now. The conversation went ridiculously well. I only wish that maybe we had the conversation sooner because it might have saved me a few days of insanity. Regardless, all that crap that was weighing down on me every time I saw him is now gone. G o n e. It's a huge relief to put everything out into the open. Forgive me for being cliche', but communication is so important for a healthy relationship or friendship. I was scared out of my wits to talk about everything, but it was worth it. I feel so good.